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I’ve checked it out briefly before now, but am doing it again.  Came across this article, which explained a lot about myself to me.  There’s a bit in it about judging people without really understanding anything about their lives, as well.  But that’s minor.

http://www.cracked.com/blog/the-5-stupidest-habits-you-develop-growing-up-poor/

To DoIt got me thinking about the ways you adapt without realizing when you have a chronic, debilitating illness.  Which I do.  Even before I really understood what was going on, I stopped doing some things, like buying juice, because it’s heavy and takes a lot of strength and energy to get from the store to the car and the car to the frig.  Or having ‘laundry day’.  Wash as you go as long as you are able.  Or doing anything involving stairs, because it hurt and was exhausting.  Or worrying about things that really don’t matter, like are the sheets messed up.  Am I warm enough?  What else matters?  Is the bed made?  Don’t care.  Things we deal with mindlessly become major events when you are ill.  I used to make everything from scratch.  Now I open the box and eat the contents.  Or stick something in the microwave.  Whatever gets me fed with the least amount of time and energy and pain.  All the things I used to think mattered to me, don’t.  It’s very freeing, if at times unbelievably frustrating and disheartening.  You learn to adapt, without even knowing you are.  Don’t know if it’s good or bad, just an observation.  The pain is coming back, so the illness is on my mind.  It was fun having a few weeks of only feeling not great, instead of being in constant pain.  Oh, well.

Daily Kos: House Dems to pursue discharge petition to force vote on reopening government

Daily Kos: House Dems to pursue discharge petition to force vote on reopening government.

What Can You Say To This?

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The IT ClubOn the other hand, I am tired of being angry, so something else here: Last night I was watching The IT Crowd on Netflix, and in one episode someone asked what IT actually stands for. Did I know? No. No I did not. Google to the rescue. IT stand for Information Technology. Oh. I think that should have been obvious to me, but it wasn’t. Don’t know who made the pic, but it’s the guys from the show. I love it.

I am doing well as far as illness goes. As I decrease the Prednisone, I am having a bit more pain, but not the debilitating kind I was having before. Now I am restless. I am not just a person with an illness, I am a person again. For now, anyway. I want to have a life again. Everything and everyone has/have moved on without me in the interim, and I am kind of left with nothing again. Can’t think what to do about it. I’m so used to not being able to, I can’t remember what it’s like to be able to. To whatever. I need to work on this.

Also, I keep forgetting to put tags on things. Maybe I should just let Rambling be the tag for everything, cause it’s what I seem to do most. Oh, well.

Update: It’s only fair to present both sides, right?
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A Couple of Links, or Totally Pissed by Now

yez-im-pawsitivYou kind of have to like Jon Stewart to watch that one, but he makes some good points.  The first one is about what happens with the shut-down.

http://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/wonkblog/wp/2013/10/01/the-nine-most-painful-consequences-of-a-government-shutdown/

http://www.thedailyshow.com/watch/mon-september-30-2013/jon-stewart-s-rockin–shutdown-eve?xrs=share_copy

The Morons Are Winning

Not everyone agrees with them, however.  But they need to do more to get them out of OUR government.  We are not all Far Right devotees.  Some of us have brains.  Use them, people.  Use them.

“It’s kind of an insult to lemmings to call them lemmings…

Rep Devin Nunes (R-Ca.) on the far right members of his party who pushed for a government shutdown.

(via New York Times)”

Good grief.  Googled Far Right images for something to put on this post.  OMG.  So no image here, folks.

Edit:  Wait…here’s a few somethingsFugelsangMind.  And yes, I am a bit angry with Far Right Republican morons who don’t give a crap about anyone but themselves.

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Another Opinion

Made your day, didn’t I?

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I have stood on the edge of the cliff, and it is a looooong way down, people. There’s a train track down there, too.

 

The last sentence in this article bothers me.  I’m for greening, but not for turning natural wonders into pseudo theme-parks.  The fires in Colorado, where I grew up, informed me about amusement parks and such in Estes Park and at the Royal Gorge Bridge.  The Park is just lovely nature, and the bridge used to be the highest suspension bridge in the world (may still be. IDEK) and if you’ve ever stood on the edge of the Gorge and looked down, or been on the bridge, the ideal of needing an amusement part to attract people is ludicrous, and these things get in the way of just appreciating nature.  It’s about nature, people.  Otherwise, it’s just another way to make money out of something that should be open and available to all, unsullied by man and his greed.  /Rant.

http://www.sierraclub.org/sierra/201307/strange-landscapes/slide1-fly-geyser-nevada.aspx

Google Plus, An Opinion

Not that I AM opinionated, you understand, but…

So I never look at google plus, even though I have it.  Until yesterday.  Messing about, decided to check it out, started scrolling, and scrolling, and scrolling ad infinitum.  This is an efficient use of my time and internet?  Who thought this was a good idea?  So I was thinking about it today and here what I came up:

It’s not my idea of a user-friendly interface for communication.  It’s like Tumblr, but Tumblr is just for seeing what other people post about Torchwood, Gareth David LLoyd, and John Barrowman mainly, not for socializing. (Little inside joke there, people) Google plus looks to me like a time sink, is all.  Hundreds of posts, saying almost nothing.  Not anybody in particular, just everything on there.  It’s like some people’s Twitters.  “I am off to the store.”  And you feel the need to share this with the world because??????   I guess I am a social site dinosaur.  They seem kind of stupid and self-promoting, is all.  Kind of like language-not-picture based selfies.  I don’t need to know what anybody anywhere is thinking, feeling, doing, every second of every day.  Blog if you have something to contribute, otherwise, keep it to yourself.  Like people did for all of human history.  Yeah, I think google + annoyed me, what do you think?   LOL  Let’s all be narcissist, and convince ourselves that the world really cares about the minutiae of our every moment.  I don’t think so.    Update:  My own blog posts show up in Google plus.  Did I do something to make that happen?  Does it invalidate my whole opinion post?  Do I need more coffee?narcissistic

At Least It’s Not About Politics

Just read a thing about people simplifying for one week, limiting themselves to only ten foods:

*Made a list of 10 foods that were the only things we could eat: cheese, frosted mini-wheats, potatoes, water, diet coke, bread, bananas, peanut butter, eggs, chicken

Diet Coke? Diet Coke is not even a food, let alone how bad it is for your body. IDEK

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Rambly Stuff

minimumwageblack hawkI’ve been thinking about this minimum wage thing. People are demanding that it be higher. OMG, who do they think they are, those poor? Well, fifteen (yes, fifteen) years ago, I had a job that paid 7.50 an hour. I could not live on that. Me, single, no children at home, could not live on 7.50 an hour. Are the costs of living the same as they were fifteen years ago? I don’t think so. Why are we so reluctant to treat our fellow humans with the respect and dignity we demand for ourselves? Why is it so hard to give ALL of us a living wage, and decent health care? Someone said that the true measure of a society is how it treats its least fortunate members. How do you think we do, United States of America?

I’ve been thinking a lot about the way things are going in the world today. So much hate and bigotry and homophobia and persecution and bullying and all the other horrible things I read about every day. I think people are scared. Back in the 70’s there was a book called ‘Future Shock’ in which the author theorizes that technological change will come so quickly that people will not be able to adapt. I think that is what is happening. Not just technological change, but that makes every thing seem more immediate and brings it right into your face, but societal change. Populations are moving to new countries, changing the balance of culture mores, things that were previously seen as unacceptable are becoming the norm, the belief in a particular religion and its High Priests has been seen to be ill-informed, as those very Priests are seen to be not so much in touch with their god as they are flawed and imperfect mere men. And it’s always men. How many female High Priests have YOU come across? Religion teaches you not to think for yourself, but to blindly follow what someone else has told you to follow and believe. Live according to someone else’s perception of the world. It’s kind of like ‘my country, right or wrong’ thinking. If my country is Nazi Germany, should I still follow that line of thinking?

Anyway, the world is changing, and that scares people, and what do humans do when they are scared? They lash out, they look for scapegoats (read your history), they persecute those they see as threats to their comfort zone and way of life, who they see as ‘different than’ their own insulated ideas of what the world should be, they use all the coping mechanisms that scared, uninformed, uneducated people use to attempt to keep their world as they know it. This scares me. Any ideas of how to fix the world would be extremely helpful, dear readers.

Things That Puzzle And/Or Bother Me

foodinjars3foodinjarsThe obsession with eating and drinking everything out of jars. Is there something wrong with plates, bowls, and glasses? Have I missed something? Should I toss my dishes and buy a load of Mason jars? What?

ReallyAwfulreallyawful2People. Some of them, anyway. A Fox News news reader tweeted a link to a clothes-hanger page in response to abortion protests. He has not been fired, to my knowledge, anyway. I am stunned by all of this. And not in a good way.

prismThe focus on the Prism whistle-blower instead of on what he revealed about our government spying on us and abusing our rights and the constitution. Deflect, deflect, deflect.

Fox news in general, even the local version. I almost never have the tv on in the morning, but was trying to get the weather without firing up the internet the other morning (I was here, the computer was over there, and it was one of those days), and the local Fox channel was the only one with news on at that particular time. They did eventually have about two minutes of weather, but first I endured almost 30 minutes of the most shallow,intelligence-insulting, inane, putrid, (oh, why can’t I think of more good words here) drivel and dreck I have ever been unfortunate enough to witness in all my years of news watching. If they had any integrity at all, they should have been cringing in shame. I get that people don’t want to hear about the ills of the world at 9am, but ‘news’ implies a certain content, doesn’t it. Not whether or not people are up in arms over something Justin Beiber may or may not have done. Why is ANYthing Justin Beiber does or does not do worthy of any attention? It’s Paris Hilton all over again. Again, deflect, deflect, deflect. Entertain???? us with the most shallow bits of society you can come up with, so we fail to notice what is being done to us in secrecy. I despair, people. I despair. Srsly.

Why was I forcing myself to endure Fox in the morning? I wanted to know if I was ever going to be able to turn off the a/c and open the windows again. Global warming or not, after the most gorgeous spring I can remember here in New England, this summer is horrendous. Living in a sauna is not my idea of a good time. Not!

Enough ranting for today? I think so. 🙂

A Bit Of My Philosophy

CaptureLike you care. From an email I sent to someone. Just thought I’d share:

I always say that no matter what you do you are going to die in the end, so you might as well stop worrying about every little pound or gray hair or whatever and just do what makes you happy and feel good and live your life to the max. We spend so much time worrying about what we look like, and what other people think of us, and we forget that those other people are doing exactly the same thing, and none of us are just living and enjoying life. Which is the point, I think. You only get one. Have as much fun and do as much good as you can, and forget about the rest. It doesn’t really matter in the end.

And It’s A Light Bulb Moment

Had a bit of excitement a bit ago.  Someone screaming for help in the hallway.  Next door neighbor had fallen, so ambulance was called and all taken care of, but when I first heard her screaming, I was lying on the ouch in a lot of pain.  Managed to get to the door, out into the hall, convince another neighbor to stop grilling her about why she was in the hallway and just call the effing ambulance, waited, talked to EMT’s, etc.  The Light Bulb moment is that I am letting the pain dictate.  I can actually function to a certain degree, it’s my mind-set that is holding me back.  Good to know.  BTW, don’t waste time grilling people who are hurt, just call the effing EMT’s.  Sheesh!   Made sure the dog had food and water and her apt. door was locked, so she is in hospital now, and nosy neighbor is back where she belongs.  And I am enlightened.  It’s all good.