Update on Illness

Still have it. LOL Got a new med which is making me sleep a lot, and causes some dizziness. I have no control over my own life. My body does whatever it wants, whenever it wants, and I get no say in the matter. Frustrating. I’m so out of ideas on how to change things. Nothing I’ve tried over all the years of being ill has worked. Nothing. I can maintain a schedule one day in a row. I feel like there’s nothing left to say about the whole thing. On the rare occasion I read back over my posts, it’s just the same thing over and over. Can’t sleep, pain, no control of my life. It’s so old to me, it must be worse having to read about it, for those of you who do read this. For everything that gets better, something else pops up to take it’s place. Less all-over pain, so now I have lower back pain every single day, and can barely stand when I first get up. Tylenol and coffee help, but not enough. So, yeah, frustrated, bored and boring, and I will be so glad when the election is over. Because Republicans are scary. Very. Not that that has anything to do with anything. 🙂