Struggling

I am struggling with so much being alone again. I find myself not wanting to get up in the morning, because the earlier I’m up, the longer the day of being alone is. I know going outside helps, but I’m tired and unenthusiastic and wind up watching cooking shows and reading to fill the time. I really need to work on this. I seem to be having some knee pain, too, after I thought I should be getting better. Need to call the surgeon’s office tomorrow to set up pt, and will mention it. If I can get through. Friday, I just kept getting a busy signal.
It was a lovely warm day, and I couldn’t muster enough energy to open the windows. I am a sad case. 🙂
Things I wanted to do today:
take a shower
go outside
cook two dishes I bought ingredients for
run dishwasher
Things I’ve done today (and it’s 5pm):
0 Yes, zero. Absolutely none of the above.