Dumb questions, but trying to get some inspiration here. Been struggling. Pain, no energy at all, no motivation, no anything. Very depressing, when you think about it. Nothing to do that I am able to do, nothing to look forward to. Well, this year, surprised the hell out of me, too, DD2 is taking me out for Thanksgiving dinner. After year after year of turning me down when I asked if she wanted to get together, out of the blue came this. I’ve gotten quite used to spending every holiday alone.
Going to some snaz place in Providence, ‘business casual’ dress. Bit of anxiety for someone who wears jeans everywhere. Do I even have any clothes that qualify as ‘business casual’? The menu lists ‘amuse-bouche’, which shows you it is a fancy restaurant. LOLOL Hoping I am good on the day, and DD is in a good mood, because she is fun and a very interesting conversationalist. We talk about politics, religion, climate change, her weird sister (I know you read this DD1. 🙂 )all the things nobody else I know even wants to touch on. So that’s something to look forward to, except I don’t really do that because I can never be sure it’s actually going to happen. I never know til the day, sometimes the hour, if I’m going to be able to do something or not. So planning ahead isn’t something I usually do. It’s kind of freeing, actually, in a weird way. Live in the moment. Works for me.