I know, know, know I shouldn’t say this, but I think I am getting better. Again. I actually got the kitchen half-cleaned and even scrubbed the sink. Still have the stove to do, but I unloaded and reloaded the dishwasher. Unloading the dishwasher is difficult, because pain, but loading is easy. Weird. Not sleeping half the day, either.
I am feeling kind of an inner sadness, because I think I am lonely. It’s been more than a year, and I’ve been out with a friend three times in that year, all of them last summer. Very brief interactions through a doorway just aren’t the same. But I’ll manage. I am on a list again for vaccine. Some day. LOL
Took a couple tests online today. One for Asperger’s. I had taken one a few years ago and this one is different. Then a social anxiety test. Was not surprised at the results of that one. Here are the results.


Here’s some things I found messing about on the laptop today.






I was just thinking about how lonely it must be. I hope things change soon (though it’s not looking like it) and you can go out again.
I have been mostly alone for the entire time I’ve lived here. Twenty-one years April 1st. I’m used to it.
Wow. I’ve been here 28 years April 1st!
Really? That’s coincidental. Or weird. 🙂