>Turned on the a/c last night in the theory that it is easier to maintain lower humidity than to achieve it.

Been foggy and pained lately. Not fun. But I have a plan, and except for today I have been following it to the best of my ability. Each day I have done one more thing on the schedule I’ve set to get me through the day actually accomplishing something. Only I slept very badly last night and was a zombie this morning, then fell asleep for four hours on the couch. Have I mentioned that I love my couch? I love my couch.

Now I am doing my favorite ‘I’m not up for doing anything’ stall, playing on here. Took a Border’s survey, not the highlight of my day, but hey.

I’ve been struggling again with being alone a lot, but too much pain to even try to get out by myself. I haven’t even made it downstairs to get my mail since last Tuesday. Living alone is great, but not all the time, like when you just want a cup of tea you don’t have to make yourself, or some food you don’t have to fix, or your mail you don’t have enough oomph to get yourself. You can order in food, but you have to have cash on hand, which I don’t at the moment.

One thing I’ve found is the need to explain that when I say things like the above, I am not asking for sympathy, or to be felt bad for, or even help of any kind. Just relating an observation about my life. Does anyone else run into this mind-set? Having to explain yourself? I don’t as much as I used to, but still on occasion find it happening.